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thebastion2014-05-16 12:55 am
ourlegends) wrote in thebastion2014-05-16 12:55 am
[day 186] you shoot me down, but I won't fall (closed)
Who: N and Hilda
Open: Closed
When: Day 186 - Night (After everyone is home from the Skyway Shenanigans)
Where: Their House (Pokemon Daycare)
What: Not every relationship is easy.
Format: Action Brackets
Warnings: Two very emotionally destroyed people and a lover's quarrel.
[ N had been gone for most of the day.
It worried Hilda, who had no idea where he had gone to. So, when he arrived back home, she was relieved. What she wasn't so relieved about was the state he was in. Ever since returning from wherever he had been all day, N had been barely responsive to her, even though she tried to talk to him.
With everything that had happened lately, Hilda had been blaming herself. For all of it. For not being strong enough to tell him about their world before this happened, for not being strong enough to be there for N, who was clearly not doing well ... for not being strong enough to take care of herself during all of this, too. The relationship she had with N was becoming even more fragile every day, and the tension between the two of them was thick.
She had to try to do something. She was afraid of losing him. She didn't want to lose him just because she was stupid and didn't talk to him when it needed to happen.
She sat next to him now, quiet for a long time.
Such a great start, Hilda thought to herself. She was already starting to beat herself up again. Finally, she reached out and tried to take his hand into her own. ]
N ...
Open: Closed
When: Day 186 - Night (After everyone is home from the Skyway Shenanigans)
Where: Their House (Pokemon Daycare)
What: Not every relationship is easy.
Format: Action Brackets
Warnings: Two very emotionally destroyed people and a lover's quarrel.
[ N had been gone for most of the day.
It worried Hilda, who had no idea where he had gone to. So, when he arrived back home, she was relieved. What she wasn't so relieved about was the state he was in. Ever since returning from wherever he had been all day, N had been barely responsive to her, even though she tried to talk to him.
With everything that had happened lately, Hilda had been blaming herself. For all of it. For not being strong enough to tell him about their world before this happened, for not being strong enough to be there for N, who was clearly not doing well ... for not being strong enough to take care of herself during all of this, too. The relationship she had with N was becoming even more fragile every day, and the tension between the two of them was thick.
She had to try to do something. She was afraid of losing him. She didn't want to lose him just because she was stupid and didn't talk to him when it needed to happen.
She sat next to him now, quiet for a long time.
Such a great start, Hilda thought to herself. She was already starting to beat herself up again. Finally, she reached out and tried to take his hand into her own. ]
N ...
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[She was already hurt. And yet he couldn't bring himself to do anything about it. There was still that voice in his head, that tugging at his heart that told him this was wrong, this was wrong and he could fix it but--
But he couldn't. There was something left over from their trip to the castle that was blocking his heart, telling him that he was incapable of being the one to fix it.
He moved towards the door to the house then. He didn't know what was going to do - if he was just going to sleep or stare at the ceiling or what, but he knew that he couldn't stay there.]
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All she really knew at the moment was that her heart hurt, badly. If she went into the house, she might risk seeing him again, and she wasn't sure if she could handle that right now.
After a long time of sitting and crying, she tries to dry her tears. She stands up and starts heading toward the fenced-in field they had for the Pokemon. She makes her way over to Emboar, needing the comfort her friend could provide at the moment.
It doesn't take long for her to start crying again once she's with him. She would be staying here for the night. ]