Day 256 [Open]

[daughterofursa]

Who: Zuko and anyone
Open: Open!
When: Day 256, evening
Where: By the lake
What: A failure to meditate
Format: I'll match
Warnings: Honor

Zuko knows she's always been hard on herself, but she's never really considered it to be too hard. But some of the things people have been saying about her... Well, people in the Bastion have always expressed a more positive view of her than she thinks she deserves, and she always figured it was because they don't know what she's come from, but she's finally starting to wonder. Maybe the flawed perspective is her own.

Which is why she is attempting something else which, like positive thinking, she is not very good at: meditating. Whoever really wants to can find her by the lake, sitting cross-legged with her eyes closed and... definitely scowling more than she ought to be.

Comments

[four_quarts]

Contrary to what the old tales say, I have never been prone to unnecessary destruction.

[Accidental destruction or precision strikes of a somewhat Machiavellian nature at times, sure, but nothing along the lines of destruction for destruction's sake.]

[daughterofursa]

What's 'necessary' destruction?

[Sorry, but when your father thought it was necessary to burn another country to the ground, it's an important question.]

[four_quarts]

That answer depends entirely upon one's point of view, doesn't it? A different answer for a different moment in time. A different sacrifice to preserve a different thing held dear.

[He turns to look out over the lake, taking a moment to contemplate the movement of the water.]

...A life in exchange for the world's future would have been a small price to pay.

[daughterofursa]

I thought that about my father.

But the Avatar spared his life. I'm not sure... those kinds of sacrifices are 'necessary' as often as people say they are.

[four_quarts]

[The avatar of what though? A question best left for another time, perhaps.]

...And what of a life freely given?

[daughterofursa]

...

That's something to avoid even more. Why would you want to lose that kind of person?

[four_quarts]

You misunderstand; the one who was to die was me.

[daughterofursa]

Is that supposed to change something?

[four_quarts]

Given that my other options would have also resulted in my death in ways like far more unpleasant, it was the best I could have achieved under those circumstances. Don't get me wrong, I am pleased I survived, but the circumstances are... unfortunate, to put it mildly.

[daughterofursa]

You mean the Calamity?

[four_quarts]

What else would cause such devastation with such highly ironic timing?

[daughterofursa]

Well, I wasn't sure if you were talking about the first time you died.

[Wow that sounds really weird.]

[four_quarts]

[Yes. Yes it does.]

No, that one was entirely my fault.

[daughterofursa]

Oh. All right.

[She's not sure what that means, and she's not keen on asking.]

[four_quarts]

[Just as well. She probably doesn't really want to know.

There's a lull in the conversation that he doesn't pick up.]