Day 256 [Open]

[daughterofursa]

Who: Zuko and anyone
Open: Open!
When: Day 256, evening
Where: By the lake
What: A failure to meditate
Format: I'll match
Warnings: Honor

Zuko knows she's always been hard on herself, but she's never really considered it to be too hard. But some of the things people have been saying about her... Well, people in the Bastion have always expressed a more positive view of her than she thinks she deserves, and she always figured it was because they don't know what she's come from, but she's finally starting to wonder. Maybe the flawed perspective is her own.

Which is why she is attempting something else which, like positive thinking, she is not very good at: meditating. Whoever really wants to can find her by the lake, sitting cross-legged with her eyes closed and... definitely scowling more than she ought to be.

Comments

[daughterofursa]

"I don't know. I don't always.. get people. It's a lot easier giving orders, or if you share the same goal."

See also: the part where she knows how to handle a battle but not a party.

[twinked_witch]

"But when there's no goal other than a bit of fun, you've got a rougher time of things. You haven't figured out for yourself how to relax and unwind. I could offer ideas, but they wouldn't necessarily be right for you."

[daughterofursa]

The bigger obstacle was letting herself enjoy things, but having something she enjoyed was also a problem.

"Well, it couldn't hurt to try them."

[twinked_witch]

Megaera chuckled a bit. "Well, the ones I've stuff for are few. Maybe I should burn some Shards on some things, actually. I have rather been racking them up."

She paused. "Perhaps that, itself, would be a clue. What would you wish for that isn't a person, and doesn't relate to the larger goals of the Bastion?", Megaera asked. "Off the cuff. Don't overthink it."

[daughterofursa]

"Dragons," Zuko answered without needing much time. She'd thought about it before and it had come up with a few people, but... "But that's a bad idea."

[twinked_witch]

"What interests you in dragons, if I might ask?", Megaera continued. A quick answer - a good start.

[daughterofursa]

"They're the original firebenders. It... might be the only way I ever see another firebender."

And if they were extinct now, it wasn't the Calamity that had done most of the work.

[twinked_witch]

"A connection to your history, then," Megaera observed. "And... You have a point."

[daughterofursa]

"I can't put everyone in danger like that though. I don't know that much about dragons, but I'm pretty sure they're fine with eating people they don't like."

It would be a sure-fire way to get rid of Colin.

[twinked_witch]

"'Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for you are tasty and good with ketchup.' An old proverb from my world. Mind, dragons are... Different where I'm from, I think. Only the red ones breathe fire."

Actually, she was misremembering that.

"Still, your answer was swift. And it says a few things about you. Tell me, were you ever one for flight?"

[daughterofursa]

What was ketchup?

"Flight?" Zuko repeated, not having expected that question. "Well, I've ridden Aang's sky bison and Paarthurnax the one time, but I had other things on my mind."

Mostly the end of the world. And the end of the world could be a real downer.

[twinked_witch]

"Just thinking of common ideas associated with dragons. History and fire are two things, but flight's a big one where I'm from. Death From Above and all that, but they're also really majestic fliers for scaly megaliths. How large are they in your world, if I might ask?"

[daughterofursa]

"Ran and Shaw were big. At least three times as big as Paarthurnax."

It was somewhat difficult to measure under the circumstances, but they could have easily swallowed both her and Aang whole.

[twinked_witch]

"Paarthurnax being how large?", Megaera asked by way of clarification. To her, a large-by-dragon-standards dragon was close to thirty feet tall... While sitting.

[daughterofursa]

"Haven't you seen him yet?" Who knew if their units of measure were even the same.

[twinked_witch]

"... Oh, right. Forgot his name," Megaera admitted.

"That's... Not discomparable to ancient dragons in my world. An interesting similarity, for sure," she observed.

"Hrm. You definitely place a high value on history - a tough thing out here, unfortunately..."

[daughterofursa]

It felt strange to hear her say that--history never had been her best subject in school--but she thought she understood what Megaera meant. Her origins, her culture was important to her.

"...yeah. There's only so much you can hold on to."

[twinked_witch]

Megaera nodded. "Yeah... That's rather an understatement. It does make finding what's new harder, as well," she observed with a chuckle.

"Perhaps teaching some of the traditional games would be appropriate?"

[daughterofursa]

"Games?"

Megaera expected Zuko to know games? Oh wait, she did.

"Well- Aoi already knows kuai ball, only she calls it something else."

[twinked_witch]

"Sounds like a field game. We could probably figure that out, but I was thinking board and card-based games. I'm willing to bet a fair stock would be easy enough to get, so...

[daughterofursa]

"I'm not that good at Pai Sho. That was Uncle's game." She did know the rules, but she wasn't in a hurry to teach anyone.

[twinked_witch]

"Perhaps you will be better at Chess, then. It was considered a test of leaders, where I'm from."

[daughterofursa]

Zuko wasn't sure she liked the sound of that. What if she was bad at chess, too?

"I don't know. Pai Sho was a game of strategy."

[twinked_witch]

"Perhaps. The other side of it is, how can you expect to get much better without practice?", Megaera observed.

[daughterofursa]

"I'm not sure I have that kind of patience."