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Zuko ([personal profile] daughterofursa) wrote in [community profile] thebastion2014-05-12 05:54 pm
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Day 188

Who: Zuko and anyone!
Open: Open!
When: Day 188, morning
Where: Eastern Bastion
What: Tea time. =)
Format: I'll match.
Warnings: Honor.

It's not uncommon to find Zuko up at an early hour, but she usually spends the time doing something she considers productive--training or otherwise preparing for time on the Skyway. She doesn't leave herself much time for sitting and thinking, most days. She figures it's better that way, since her thoughts so easily turn negative. But this morning, she's trying her best not to let them.

She can be found seated cross-legged on the eastern side of the Bastion, just north of Dragonfield, watching the unaccountable sunrise with a cup of tea in hand. Actually, the whole set is with her, a plain but sturdy-looking earthenware pot and several more matching cups. She hasn't invited anyone to join her, but if any impromptu guests show up, she's decided to accommodate them. That's what her uncle would do, she's sure.
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-15 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Why did you save me, old man... ?

Rin visibly winces at that, drawing back from Zuko with a slow shake of her head.]

I don't know who I am. I dunno... if I ever really did.
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-15 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[A question she won't ever get an answer to. Shiro was gone and that was that.

But Zuko was... mostly right. Ucchusma had asked her before leaving after the defeat of the Impure King what Rin was going to ultimately choose - demon or human. And she still didn't know.]


... then why am I still so scared?
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-15 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
I... I'unno. I thought I stopped bein' so scared after Kyoto, after we won and I was able to use my flames to save everyone but...

[They've lost so much. The Calamity alone took away almost everyone she loved and cared about. The Skyway took away Night, and so many others.]
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-15 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh yes, so positive.]

I have tried, though! I went my whole life tryin' to do the right thing and all I ever did was fuck up!
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-16 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
... yeah. You're... you're right. Sorry, I just-- ... God everythin' has been gettin' to me lately.
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-16 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Clearly. But for Rin, it actually works better that way.]

Right. Sorry.
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-17 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I--... yeah. Sorry... I'll probably feel better tomorrow.
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[personal profile] hellpyre 2014-06-18 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Rin puts her own sword away, flames vanishing as her ears go back to normal.]

Yeah. Tomorrow.