Because whenever he does he starts wondering how long it'll be until everyone just decides he's dead. Or wondering if it's like some of those stories where time doesn't flow at the same rates and when he gets back it's been decades since he disappeared and everyone he knows is dead or doesn't remember him.
Holding this view is keeping him from having a breakdown, but it's still not pleasant.
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Because whenever he does he starts wondering how long it'll be until everyone just decides he's dead. Or wondering if it's like some of those stories where time doesn't flow at the same rates and when he gets back it's been decades since he disappeared and everyone he knows is dead or doesn't remember him.
Holding this view is keeping him from having a breakdown, but it's still not pleasant.