She swallows a scream and wishes for Signless desperately and impossibly. She's not equipped for this, it was never this bad before and it's been so long she's forgotten how to soothe him. Is there even a way to soothe him like this, with a thousand sweeps between them and with these thoughts churning in her head, she feels a scream bubbling up again. She swallows but tears burn at the edges of her eyes as she paps him firmly.

"Psii--please don't--don't, you're hurting yourself, It's okay, it's okay, she doesn't need color but she's not here! I'm here, she's not here, Psii. I'm real, this is real, and you're going to kill yourself to prove to yourself it's not. Mituna, please."