[... He never asked to be looked up to. He sighs and leans against Colin a bit.]
I thought I gave up being a leader a long time ago.
I don't... know. I don't stay in one place for long. I haven't for a long time, not unless I've committed to working somewhere. I've wandered for all that time. Not moving is... strange.
... I suppose I'm... scared, in some way. The Pokemon that gave life to Floette and I... sustains itself by absorbing the life of the people and Pokemon around it. I don't know if that effect was passed on to us, but I've never wanted to stay around long enough to see. I don't... I didn't make bonds. Even if... it wasn't the case... people die. It's difficult to keep wanting to be around someone when you know they'll die and... leave you, even if they don't mean to.
I just... try to keep moving. I don't settle. I've settled here and... I don't know. Maybe I'm not... making sense. I've had too much time to think the last few days...
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I thought I gave up being a leader a long time ago.
I don't... know. I don't stay in one place for long. I haven't for a long time, not unless I've committed to working somewhere. I've wandered for all that time. Not moving is... strange.
... I suppose I'm... scared, in some way. The Pokemon that gave life to Floette and I... sustains itself by absorbing the life of the people and Pokemon around it. I don't know if that effect was passed on to us, but I've never wanted to stay around long enough to see. I don't... I didn't make bonds. Even if... it wasn't the case... people die. It's difficult to keep wanting to be around someone when you know they'll die and... leave you, even if they don't mean to.
I just... try to keep moving. I don't settle. I've settled here and... I don't know. Maybe I'm not... making sense. I've had too much time to think the last few days...