N waited for what felt like forever. For her to be declared "stable", for her to wake up, for himself to feel like he was capable of facing her after all of that...
But eventually he did inch himself in to the room, trembling visibly, truly shaken for the first time since his father had denounced him in front of Hilda and the Legendary Dragons. Shaken down to his core that something like his actions, his selfish, stupid actions could have this sort of consequences.
She could have died out there. She could have been another casualty like Night. She could have died because he pushed her away.
It was a wonder he hadn't thrown up because he felt truly nauseated to a point of tasting bile in the back of his throat.
But he pushed himself in to the room anyway, blinking back burning in his eyes and hesitating at the food of her bed.]
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N waited for what felt like forever. For her to be declared "stable", for her to wake up, for himself to feel like he was capable of facing her after all of that...
But eventually he did inch himself in to the room, trembling visibly, truly shaken for the first time since his father had denounced him in front of Hilda and the Legendary Dragons. Shaken down to his core that something like his actions, his selfish, stupid actions could have this sort of consequences.
She could have died out there. She could have been another casualty like Night. She could have died because he pushed her away.
It was a wonder he hadn't thrown up because he felt truly nauseated to a point of tasting bile in the back of his throat.
But he pushed himself in to the room anyway, blinking back burning in his eyes and hesitating at the food of her bed.]
... Hilda.