[He hesitated on the correction, because as much as he insisted that their world was his dream, he wasn't so completely insensitive as to see that it didn't upset a few of them.
And he had often wondered himself why in the end he had so little control over events while still affecting things so much.]
You're wrong - it would have released me. In Paris, I was dying. I had been dying for many, many years. I was weak and holding on by threads. The fact that I remained tethered to that world while in a state of physical distress, unable to move forward and unable to recover.
It had to end, Viola. You all continued to suffer so long as I suffered and my own astra could never connect to Polkas while that went on.
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[He hesitated on the correction, because as much as he insisted that their world was his dream, he wasn't so completely insensitive as to see that it didn't upset a few of them.
And he had often wondered himself why in the end he had so little control over events while still affecting things so much.]
You're wrong - it would have released me. In Paris, I was dying. I had been dying for many, many years. I was weak and holding on by threads. The fact that I remained tethered to that world while in a state of physical distress, unable to move forward and unable to recover.
It had to end, Viola. You all continued to suffer so long as I suffered and my own astra could never connect to Polkas while that went on.